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I'm going insane. I swear. I question everything in my head and it's getting really irritating. If someone says something I automatically question it no matter what. Does anyone get this?

See I'm such a coward that I have to say this all on LJ because I'm to scared to really talk to anyone at school, and honestly I don't anyone could care less. But if anyone does read this I'd really appreciate your opinion

Current Mood:
worried worried
Current Music:
only the music in my head
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Everyone is freakin' pissing me off. I didn't do anything to offend anyone and actually I should be pissedoff at them and they are giving me some freakin' bullshit. "I'm not ready to apologize" BULL-FUCKING-SHIT. actually I'm not pissed off I'm just annoyed, because i'm always doing something. My nervous system is going to crash. These people are so annoying. Damn Followers. They have no depth, no real interests, just damn gossip. God Damn and I'm becoming one of them. I will not give in
Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
Current Music:
Kroshka Moya - Ruki Vverh
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Lately I've been thinking about some stupid pointless drama that goes on at our school and how miserable I am, But I must have done something to have no respect from anyone and nobody could care less. It's honestly sad because I don't feel like i'm doing anything wrong, and say what you want but I seriously don't. I know, I can be an attention hungry loud bitch, but then again can everyone else. I keep thinking 2 more freakin' months, just 2 more months, but I swear I'm going insane. I've taken way to much crap from people and when someone pisses me off I either freeze or snap. I'm to the point where if anyone ignores me, gives me a bad look, or pisses me off in any way what so ever, I'll go on a wild rampage. If anyones reads this, I need help or advice.

P.S. don't you dare tell me how to better myself because I'm sure I can better you too. I'll smack you

Current Location:
Bitching at home
Current Mood:
bitchy bitchy
Current Music:
Wannabe - Spice Girls
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Okay, so we all know how Mr. Graham and Mr. Koperberg are completely invading our privacy and frankly I'm not going to put up with it. I don't know if he has found mine yet, and I don't care, I'm not a big lj person, but this is for all my friends. I mean the whole point of lj is so that we tell our friends what's bothering us or going on or whatever, it's not like we expect our freakin' teachers to go on and get into our lives. It's called privacy. We are all going through changes, mistakes, drama, and it's for us to find out on for ourselves with a little guidence from OUR PARENTS, not freakin' teachers. It's just weird. So my proposition is that we all write an lj and tell Mr. Graham and Koperberg why they shouldn't be doing this. hopefully they will read it and stop.
HONESTLY NO DISRESPECT MR. GRAHAM AND MR. KOPERBERG, BUT IT'S WRONG AND UNCOMPFORTABLE. IF READ
Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
irritated irritated
Current Music:
It's My Life - No Doubt
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Okay, well I wasall happy yesterday whnirealizeI didn't get into the program i wanted to get in. Cool thing is I wouldn't of anyways, so i guess it works out to the best. Instead I'm going to this small private school in west Hollywood for a year and during that year I'm going to be taking 24 units for college. cool huh. I think so. And then I'm going to retake the test and hopefully I'll get in. I swear it's crazy. I think I'm going to get in next year. I'm not emotionally ready yet anyways.
Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
relieved relieved
Current Music:
Bad Day - David Powter
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Ugh... I have to go shopping and then pack and homework. I can't believe they gave us homework. That's so obnoxious, even my mom thinks so.

Anyways
Thiks of some good bands and message me back please, because I'm putting music on my iPod and i don't have enough. Something exciting please or something i could sleep to. Spank you.

If you bring dvds. I'll let you borrow my DVD player when I'm sleeping. okay? okay. umm... that's about it.

See everybody tomorrow. Good luck with packing, but if you already have then good luck with homework lmao.

- Inga

Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
excited excited
Current Music:
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen
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I'm becoming who i fear most. A MYSPACE WHORE! I spent all day doing nothing on that stupid myspace ugh, help me
Current Location:
in a chair
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
Current Music:
S.O.S. - ABBA
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Now we all know Marquis De Sade, the sexual pervert imprisoned for his unmistakeably "erotic" tales. Thinking it would be an inspiring and educational subject, the movie industry in 2000 created the biographical movie, or just another excuse to watch pornography, on Marquis de Sade. Although the story with in the story itself was exceptionally... beautiful, I don't suggest watching it because it was a very difficult movie to watch, ESPECIALLY is you are religious. TO my own stupidity, during this long night preparing for the perils ahead in English tomorrow, I decided to take a breather and watch a movie. I must say I wasn't completely sure who this Marquis de Sade was, so I figured why not. I'm not going to be immature about it and say it was a bad movie, but the lifestyle of these people was inhuman and barbaric. And all I have to say is, Thank God I'm not a prostitute or a scullery maid.
Current Location:
home studying vocab
Current Mood:
horny erotic
Current Music:
Get Down Make Love - Queen
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So much happened yesterday it's not even funny. I should be happy right? I mean i can almost afford a powerbook and i had a lot of fun, but something's not right. This year I know is going to be a good one I can feel it.I can feel that my opinions and taste and everything is finally starting to develop. I feel intelletual. This year is just starting off great but different. I think my emotions and aeverything else are going to be different from now on I and I don't know what I'm feeling.
Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
weird weird
Current Music:
Child in Time - Deep Purple
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MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 FREaKIN' DAYS!!!!!
Happy 13th to me! Yes 13th. Eww I'm to young
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