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Damn, I just slept for two freakin hours and I can't wake up. I'm turning 13 in almost 9 days! I don't know what to do for my birthday and I haven't even sent out the invitations. Argh... Anyone have any ideas. I don't want to have it at the Galleria again. Haha I typed AstonishingJews instead of Astonishing News when i was typing in my sn and password. lol
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worried worried
Current Music:
Time is Running Out - Muse
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Hey guess what!!! I'm sitting naked infront of the computer doing my history homework and my birthdays in 13 days!!! WOOOHOOO!!
Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
Current Music:
Candyman - Aqua
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I love you. I love everyone. I'm so happy.

I WANT TO STAB MY DAD! PISSING ME OFF!!! AAAHHHH!!!

P.S. congratulations to everyone who got into the school they wanted to go to!

Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
Current Music:
Crazy Frog - Axel F
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Lesson to everyone!

coconut soup + green curry + thai iced tea = runing to thee bathroom every 2 minutes

HHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Desperate teenager day!

Current Music:
Rape me - Nirvana
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You know I really wish people in general wouldn't hate me. I mean everyone makes mistakes, but apparently min are so bad that they aren't forgivable. In the beginning, I was trying to state a point and GET apologies and now I'm on my knees begging for you not to hate me but all I'm doing is makng it worse. I feel like I let everyone walk all over me, but even that sounds like a great option because of the way you look at me. I can't just drop it either because it WILL come back to haunt me countless times like it has.

The sad thing is I don't even see the point of hating me anymore because I've paid a huge price for it, unless you just like seeing me suffer. I don't even know how I'm supposed to show my face at school period.

The even sadder (is that a word, oh well) thing is that I bet you are reading this thinking, omg drama queen or jesus can't she just let it go. NO I CAN"T BECAUSE DON"T KNOW WHAT IT"S LIKE

Current Mood:
depressed about to burst into tears
Current Music:
Manic Depression - Jimi Hendrix
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Ahh... Love is the air. Since I don't have a valentine, I'm glad I am cyborg and have no feelings. Congrats if you actually got a guy to open to you and ask you to be their valentine.

OHH YEAHHH!!!!! THE OLYMPICS ARE SO EFIING COOL!!!! GO RUSSIA!!!! STUPID EFFING CANADIANS CAN'T SKATE!! (no offense) THE CANADIANS CREAMED FEMALE RUSSIAN HOCKEY TEAM THOUGH SADLY (12 TO 0). MALE RUSSIAN HOCKEY TEAM IS THE BEST!!!!

Current Mood:
excited BLAAAHHHH!!!
Current Music:
We are the Champions - Queen
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The Grammy's sucked. OF course I loved the fact that Kelly Clarkson won 2 awards, and Gwen Stefani, that U2 took like everything home, but what the hell was up with all the rap and r&b shit you can't even categorize under music. Those damn low lifes with no talent. ARGH!!! I could get in the business if I tried. If I looked like a model and I shook my ass and rapped about sex. DAMN FUCKING PERVERTS
Current Mood:
irritated White
Current Music:
The Velvet Glove- Red Hot Chili Peppers
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Sometimes just to feel completely content with myself and not as restless I have to just let it all out on paper, hoping no one will read it, but still as if I'm writing to someone.
Let me get right to the point, guys are shit, people are shit, and right now I don't know how I'm supposed to feel, but I want to cry. I felt so great, I felt like I made so much progress. I lost weight and I felt so good about myself. The guy I thought liked me of course dnied ever saying he had feelings for me, my arch nemesis is best friends with my best friend
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It's been six months ever since he told me what I thought to be a confession of feeling towards me, and I'm still thinking about it. Well, I'm going to see him at Sunday's party and I don't know if I should bring it up. I mean he seems like a guy who wouldn't go for someone like me. I don't think there's anything wrong with me and I think that he could like me but then again... I don't know and... I'm terrified to get hurt again.
Current Mood:
restless restless
Current Music:
She will be loved - Maroon 5
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Hey, people. If you live in the sherman oaks hills and you see a chubby black and gray long-haired tabby (cat) with a pink flee collar that's declawed (parent's idea to declaw her) PLEASE! PLEASE! contact me. Home 818-981-7879, Parent's Cells 818-634-4535, 818-726-9515, Mom's office 213-384-8388.
This may be a false alarm but my cat has been gone for 2 days and the longest was for 1. She's an outdoorsy cat and I'm really worried. so let me know if you hear anything
Current Mood:
worried worried
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